Olivia is constantly scratching her face. It drives me mental. I have had a phobia of cutting her nails since she was born, and up until today had only done it once. Cutting her nails this morning led to me feeling like such a terrible mother. I was cutting her pointer finger and I cut it. Like I swear to you I almost cut the tip off (or so it felt like after.) She cried and my first thought was that I was being over dramatic. I didn't realize just how bad it was until I saw her bleed. I just thought I may just have pinched a little bit of her skin. Nope. It was quite a bit. Needless to say I feel awful, I am completely traumatized and I can only hope it doesn't sting anymore.
To add insult to injury for my poor little girl, she is getting her shots on Wednesday too. I am sure she will think I hate her by the end of the week!!!
Needless to say this phobia I had has not got any better. I am way more terrified now than I was before and I think I will stick to filing her little claws for a little while!
-xoxo Momma Nicole
*note the pic taken above was not taken today- I am not that mean of a mommy to take it when shes in physical pain!!! :)
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